My Tarot Card

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

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Closer

Artist: Travis
Album: The Boy With No Name

I've had enough, of this parade.
I'm thinking of, the words to say.
We open up, unfinished parts,
Broken up, its so mellow.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now, Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now, Lean on me now.

Keep waking up (waking up), without you here (without you here).
Another day (another day), another year (another year).
I seek the truth (seek the truth), we set apart (we set apart)
Second base, a second chance.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now, Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,Lean on me now (lean on me now).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you... just need to get...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now, Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now, Lean on me now (lean on me now).

closer, closer... closer, closer.

Current mode: Day dreamin...

What am I up to

It seems its been awhile I've updated here in my blog. Well here are the updates:

Holy week
I've spent my time into gym to get rid off the bear belly that I have. I lost 2lbs for that week. The another 2 lbs after holy week  (April 9 - April 15). I'm going to the gym almost 6-7days and it feels great to see the results. Finally I got an inspiration to go to the gym everyday. Also I and my sister get hooked-up watching Dr. Who season 2 TV series.

Weekends (Apr 14 - May 12)
I was spending my weekends with a newly acquainted friend having coffee session (most of the time) with white chocolate mocha or chocolate frappe in starbucks. We did have a good time conversing and getting to know each other. We also taste the yummy pizza in Handuraw and also taste the food in El Loco @ IT park. Sad to say she will be going home to her hometown to vote and still don't know when she will be back. Surely I'm gonna miss her =(

This Week
I'm not emotionally in a good shape, can't concentrate my work well, hardly can finish a task for short. I'm disoriented for a while. I know what I'm into but I just keep it for myself :D For this weekend, maybe I'll be going out to play some arcade games at timezone and possibly go to resto-bars with some old friends if the have free time if not then I'll just go home and do plenty of blogs :D

Blogging is one of my outlet when I felt bored, depressed, emotionally unstable and of course I'm feeling happy. LOL. Thoughts just pops up in my mind and from there I start to write.  I'm in the office right now, about to wrap up things, when I felt a little bored and lonely because all of the guys went home already. Usually, I'm the last person to leave in the office. Submitting timesheet reports, preparing tasks for the new guys and checking their work. In my work it really demands both mental and physical aspects, when there are times I'm not emotionally fit, I always go to the bathroom and take a deep breath and wash my face with warm water.

I just don't want my guys to know that I'm not in a good shape because they might thought their boss is problematic. Sometimes, I felt I need to be a good role model for them in order to inspire them in their work. It's hard to be a motivator and a leader. Even if I do have some problems or things that are bothering in my mind which are non-work related, I always condition myself to put up an attitude that won't affect my work. So far for this week it's been working, Its just the struggle I had controlling my emotions and my mood swing at work so that I won't mixed up my personal problems/things with work.

I guess your thinking that I'm emotional and sensitive, in deed I am and I'm not ashamed to admit it. :D

Later... 

Candid

There's no proof when or how everything had started
There's no insight when or how everything will end
I'm just glad that in between the beginning and the end
You and I became friends