Your Heartgate

by Corky Ferguson

I cannot begin to tell you
How hurt and betrayed I feel.
All this must be a dream -
It's too painful to be real.

Who opened up your heartgate
And let this stranger in?
I never saw this coming
How did this all begin?

Can't you make those feelings
Go back out the way they came?

Then we can go back
To the way we were before
Pretend it was a bad dream
And stay together forever more.

The Art of Love

by Ron Carnell

Paint a portrait of my Soul

And you'll find its only Black and White.

The color faded when you did.

Paint a portrait of my heart

And you'll find it has no Depth.

Its lost its perspective when I lost you.

Memory Pill

Even you deleted the images, its still embedded in my head cause I got a sharp memory. You can deny its not your doings but the images tells something. How I wish there is a pill that can erase a segment of my lifetime memories so that I can't remember anything about you.

Busy busy busy

Every time I called her she says "I'm busy and call me back"

Yet the fact she has the time to go to starbucks to sip WCM and go to parties

She told me if I don't answer your call that means I'm busy

Yet the fact she was busy dating with a guy

Busy busy busy was a lame excuse to cover up her wicked doings

All About Love

Love is not always like a fairytale.

There are people who give so much love to those who don't love them back.

There are some who feel so loved and find out in the end that they were fooled.

There are some who's into mutual love but can't call their partner as their own because someone already holds the title.

There are some who give so much love but the other won't believe because they always consider your past.

There are some who receive so much love but can't seem to move on from the previous relationship.

Or others just want to play the game and choose their playmate.

Now, which story is yours?

Nothing much to say

Its been awhile I wrote an entry here, its just that there is not much to tell at this moment. Lately, I spent most of the time in work and downloading my favorite T.V. shows. I'm doing good in my work, but I can't focus on my ultimate goal on how to be financially stable. LOL. Its just that I'm distracted w/ my emotions and feelings to the person who makes my heart beats faster. It seems those sweet words she used to say are slowly fading away. All I can do now, is hope for the best and expect for the worst.  Reality bites!!!